It has been a long time since I have done all of the above. I do try to go to confession in preparation for Lent specially since our priest keeps on hammering the point. In the past, it was a secretive ritual, I would go into a confessional booth and pour out my sins in blessed anonymity. Later on, it became a penitential rite which I would attend, and I would confess my sins to God in my heart. Nowadays, it is face to face with a priest and I am always filled with anxiety beforehand, because I am afraid that he will recognize me. That is why I am always glad when it is a visiting priest and not my parish priest. Times have certainly changed though. During my last confession, the priest's cell phone rang and he had to take a call in the middle of my admission of guilt.
I am a bit saddened that it now seems to be considered as more of a holiday, a vacation time for people who would normally not be able to take time off work. When did this happen? It seems Holy Week is a time for domestic tourism. Beaches are swarming with "beautiful people" and unless you book your rafting adventure in advance, there are no slots available. While I am honest enough to admit that if I were in the Cebu, I would also choose to go to the beach with my family, part of me wishes for a time when Holy Week was, as its name indicates, holy.
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